21 December 2006

Boredom ... And Beyond!

I have a really bad case of what we affectionately refer to as the "can't help its". I've checked my email dozens of times today. Yes, I said dozens! I've checked my Yahoo groups; I've checked Aeclectic Tarot. I've been to the post office, to Starbucks, to Sizzler, to Barnes & Noble, and to the local library. I've tried to read three times and I've tried to study my tarot cards twice. I've talked to my mother on the phone. And I've done all this in less than eight hours.

I am supremely distractable today. I can barely sit still long enough to type this. I've taken my meds today, so I'm not sure what's going on, but something sure is! Often times when I'm like this, it's because there is something that I'm specifically wanting to do, but for some reason can't. Like it's not practical or involves other people who aren't available. But I can't think of anything like that today. Heck, I can't think about one thing long enough to want to do anything, that's part of my problem.

Any suggestions?

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